Be the fastest fox in the forest

Everyone can be smart,and everyone can be gifted.As humans we arent born super intelligent or with better brain,gifted to begin with,NO. Intelligent,confident,smart,gifted, talented and all the similar are just particular states of mind,skills,and hours of hard work,maybe inconsciously you are good at something,because you watched a lot of videos about it,or its your hobby and you dont notice the hours you spend on it.Maybe you had a family member who did something to influence you.but it is never genetics,DONT ever thing you arent achievieng something because you were born with some sort of permament brain state.
You can change everything,state of mind,efficiency,IQ,confidence,skills,talents etc...But your biggest enemy is fear,and even more precisely,your brain.
As humans we dont like changes,we fear the new,we fear to fail,or sometimes we dont want to work very hard because it would show we arent so smart/super skilled talented,hard work and struggle for some people means they arent made for "it".
Yet we all know,that the hardest things when achieved,give us the most satisfaction:
-Training twice a week and loosing 2kg a month MEH
-Training four times a week and loosing 5kg a month NICE
and so on with every discipline.
I studied design,I want to design,but I cant draw,like nothing,you know this level of "human with 5 sticks and cirlce"? thats me.
And what my brain says is: its okay,you can do it without it,you dont have the talent,stop trying,its a waste of time,it will take years before you learn to draw decently.....
When the truth is Im a confortable lazy ass,because YOUTUBE IS FREE,and its mroe than full of series and videos on how to draw.

But enough about being lazy,since not wanting or being able to achieve something is more of a state of mind than actuall situation,what can you do about it?
THIS YES,ITS A BOOK, reading is time taking,yes,but isnt your career,satisfaction,hapiness,and confidence worth these few hours? instead of watching tv during dinner,or cats in free time,or scrolling Instagram.Its not a motivational book,it simple explains how to cheat your brain,change you mindset,and percieve your EVERY QUALITY as a SKILL.
so to be clear,being fat is a skill,its not your quality,your werent born fat,no one was,we learn it,the lifestyle,the trashy food and no movement, and so being skinny or fit is a skill aswell,to know when you are full,to know what you should eat,to know not to go hungry shopping etc...
Also your brain has this very short period of time before it starts being scared and stops you from doing something,

Five seconds theory by Mel Robbins(not related with Tony!!)

She explains the mechanisms of our brain,and how we can avoid being so scared of something, or how to make hard decisions fast,its not magic,its maths.

For the Grand Finale,if You are still studying or learning something,I have something marvellous for you too.Ever had a shitty teacher? or lacks of knowledge in some topic that didnt let you advance further? I know the pain. You want to be the smartass of the class? Ofcourse!
KHAN ACADEMY its free,its simple,it does the work for you,it has a program of study for everything,every level,you can start from 0 or from 100,it offers exercises,test,challenges,GREAT VIDEOS,and articles. It is perfectly sorted,very organized.It helped me in highschool, to a point when I was diagnosed gifted and skipped a year. Im serious, it mights seem funny in the beggining,just set yourself goals like 2 or 5k points a day,or one exercise a day,its one click away

If you still didnt go to khan academy,just watch my video,and if you arent convinced then...I give up

Just kidding I wont :P

Im talkative-Youtube

I like sharing some usefull knowledge,and do it in my own awkward way,so fot those who miss seing me,or want to see how I stressfully throw my hands in the air when explaing ANYTHING. I made a youtube channel.To begin I did WOOP few days ago,and this is the result,Will I keep up?

https://youtu.be/6Ad2caGh1vw

If I manage to force mysleft to some sort of routine,expect at least 3 vids a week :D

They will and are short,so I wont bore anyone to death or fall into a chain of changin topics.

MY CHANNEL :https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCykTy0pTOadIFalLlHlelAA

Check it out,leave a view or a like ;)

I DIDNT DIE :D!!!

So I had some personal and family issues and left the blog without ending but just as a resumee I exited Hungary,entered In Chec republic and then to poland.

 I slept in katowice,and then I arrived at my grandparents rural house under Łódź.

The pretty black dog is Tosia,and I must say,I LOOOOOVE DOGS,so the next few days I spent with my grandparents were extra fun,I rested a lot,I run around,helped in the garden and enjoyed few rays of polish sunshine,the day I was supposed to departure to my parents house near warsaw(tiny tiny village)it was raining and because my grandfather loves me too much,he didnt allow me to go by bike,so we packed my stuff into the car and he drove me there.

Its close to halloween now,and I am still in Poland,my belowe mum has health issues,but she is now recovering,and I am dreaming of the day we are going to leave because polish cold is killing me.

Not only that,also the fact that people here are so vicious...not in a good way,they envy one another,they support and spread every possible discrimination  and focus their lives on TV and polithics. even though internet is slowly becoming as trashy as TV,it is still million times better and doesnt kill your brain or put 6h of comercial that you arent even interested in.

I probably wont go trick or treating...Im 18 and I have no friends here xD. If my parents dont travell out of poland till december,I will be forced to fly somewhere on my own and get a job,since I doubt I will continue univeristy. Who knows,maybe someday I will look back at this,and this is the moment in which my life shifted to success path,or the total opposite.

PS.I still have Tosia's here ALL OVER my stuff,what a sweet dog <3 <3 <3